SADZ

My lappy is dead... so m I and my heart... Oh ******!!

It's a matter of perspective....

Bottled up frustration I have... the story goes on and on... In circles!! Can you imagne? Haiz... Pain inflicted from one individual to another can be intentional or totally oblivious... well trying so damn hard to analyse the situation and the intentions... why dun one juz ask? It's a matter of perspective if you ask me... the way an individual views a situation can be totally different from another... and i mean totally... but it is not surprising when all individuals are supposed to be unique in their very own special way... so who are we to tell others if they are right or wrong? what is right anyway? it is juz being seen as that according to the standard norm which is created by the society to maintain order and standard but is there absolute truth in it? how we feel and react to circumstances are in us.. do we have to change coz others tend to misunderstand us coz they just do not think in the same line as us... pple have diff wavelengths, hence if the frequency do not match... we can be talking forever but neither party will understand each other.... hence the term affinity.... affinity because in this world out there... there are pple similar to us... not totally like us but similar to a varying extent... but can affinity be made? some feel that they can... hence their miserable self when they failed... that is not for mi to say... coz i feel that all things are possible if one tries hard enough... but how hard is hard enough... it's again a matter of perspective...

Feeling nostalgic

Feeling nostalgic on a wet wet holiday... It's been raining cats and dogs for many days now... n it just makes a happy person depressed naturally... It's been 10 days since the start of a new year and it has been busy but good so far... teaching has been fun... my classes are fun and students are willing to learn... as i think back... how so often do we preach to our students the importance of wanting to learn, of putting down their dislike for something and to embrace it to make learning more enjoyable.. to be able to do well in something, we must first love it... but do I do what i preach... sad to say i m not a doer of my words and i admit it... i dun embrace all things and i only listen to what i want to.. so despite how happy i often look on the outside... i get my share of depression too.. but i stumbled upon this quote that makes so much sense... Occasional pessimism serves as a reality check but continual dose of pessimism brings you to a low... more often than not... we tried too hard to be perfect, to be happy... but the truth is everyone is perfect being who they are really and there is no need to change for anyone... Happiness is just a perception... As i grow older, i learn to protect myself more... well perhaps this is the growth from experience... Anyway my quote as for now...* Some pple go through life adding yrs to their life, others add life to their yrs*...